So much happened last night, and I'm afraid I'm going to forget some things if I don't hurry up and write them down.
Blondie asked me to be his girlfriend! He said, "I want you to be my girlfriend, but you're married. So what do I do about that?" I said, "I can still be your girlfriend!! " He answered, "you CAN??!" And I said, "yes I can!" He smiled one of those gorgeous smiles of his, his eyes lighting up like sparkling stars, and he excitedly leaned over and kissed me.
Date #2 was even more amazing than the first. I left his bed just shy of 3 am.
He came 4 times. I have never had sex like that ever, and he told me I was the best lover he'd ever had! Now isn't that nice to hear???!!! AND OMG OF COURSE HE'S MY BEST EVER TOO!!!
He just kept saying things that were so wonderful to hear. Like how beautiful he thinks I am, how amazing he thinks I am, how he never stops thinking about me. And he wanted to reassure me of that. That even if his texts aren't frequent he never stops thinking about me. That sometimes he just thinks things and thinks he's talked to me! Like the other night, I wrote him at 8:30 pm and said I wanted to see him, was he free tomorrow? And I went to bed at 11:15 and no response. I told him I was so sad and felt stupid and vulnerable, assuming he was trying to figure out how to let me down easy. He was so upset at hearing this! He said, 'omg no no no!" He explained how he had sent me a text saying "yes" he wanted to get together but then his phone died. Then later the text went through, and yes, I woke up at 1 am to go to the bathroom and there it was, the words I badly wanted to hear, "lol I was just about to ask you the same question! yes I'm free tomorrow!"
And I have a tennis match right now so I can't finish this, but I will when I get back.
I'll leave you with this--I. Am. So. Happy.